I didn't sleep well last night and my ass feels extremely kicked. My taxi did't come this morning so I was extrememly late leaving the house. 'I don't want to go to school' I whinned in my head.

So....why should I? Wht reason do I have to be there?

"Ya know, you can just stop in front of the supermarket." I said to my taxi driver.

So I sat outside the Disco store (that's the name of the super market) in my old neighborhood. This is actually where I wrote this entry. I feel like wasting the day in the centro, buying fishnet stockings and the pair of courderoys I saw that I liked too much. Dad, Sanitago, AND Lucas work in the centro though. I'm nervous that I'll be caught.

Essentially, the only reason I feel that is good enough to make me go to school is that I didn't go yesterday either because I had a Rotary meeting. And I already paid my taxi to get me here.

No matter what I do, I'm skipping first hour. It's true to just barge in during the middle of class here.

Damn, if my taxi weren't late, I wouldn't be having these juvinial delinquient type situations.

I'm enjoying, so far, the freedom that no one gave me. I've been sitting here for 10 minutes and writing. IN ENGLISH. It's not notes, but rather something for my own enjoyment.

I've never played hookie actually now that I think about it. There have been days that I just stayed home and pretended to be sick so that I could write all day and eat ice cream out of the box. So far, this is pretty cool.

No way in HELL I would do this in the states. The cops are LOOKING for truant students. I suppose I might skip in the states. I don't have a uniform in the states as I do here. In normal clothes I can blend in.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to pretend that I'm big punk ass on campus for skiving off from school becuase that's definately NOT what I feel. What am I? A girl who is sick of school so she's taking a day off to enjoy her own company.

I honestly don't know what happened to me. I really liked school up until I started again two weeks ago. I'm exhausted when I arrive and nearlly everyday I doze off in class. Fantin and I had a fight on Tuesday about NOTHING, I swear. He gets upset about the dumbest things. I crumpled up his papers accidently when I borrowed them to take notes. They feel out of my binder and were crumpled at the bottom of my bag.
Shoot me. I creased my friend's history notes. I've committed the unpardonable pin.

I should make a pro and con list and decide off of that whether I should go to school or not.

PROS:
-A day off
-No boredom
-Doing something worthwhile
-Doing a bit of studying (It may sound crazy if I'm skipping school to study, but studying I don't mind. It's attending classes.)
-The 'Central Azul' busses pass nearly every 5 minute, taking me to the centro, shopping and loads of cybers. The stop is directly across the street from me.
-I have to get to the centro some time today anyway to get my note from Rotary.

CONS:
-I didn't go to school yesterday and a week from today I'll be leaving on North Trip and I'll be off from school for 2 weeks.
-IF I get caught, I'll die of embarrassment.
-I already paid for my taxi for 8 miles across town and it cost a lot.

It's the moment of truth. I have to decide now. It's almost 9 and that's when my 2nd period starts. Do I show up empty handed, no note, an good reason to be late? Or do I head over to that bus stop and wait for that big old Central Azul to chug by, catch it, and when I get home today lie straight faced to my family and tell them school was boring as usual?

I think I made up my mind the first time the Central Azul passed by and I first got the idea. Chau, I'm off to the centro.