What that supposed to mean? I know things are gonna change dear, but I'm really worried about what you wrote in your livejournal. Thing will be changed. I'm more mature and heaps more outgoing, but that isn't going to change our friendship! I already feel like a complete and total...bad person for going on this exchange in the first place, but think about it. You've learned lots from me being gone too. You've become more independent, aquired a boyfriend, made new friends that I've never even met, gotten a car, a drivers liscence... quite a bit. I feel like I held you down the entire time.

I'm sorry if you're worried. My intentions aren't to steal Alex. I want you to be happy.