Ever been guilty for something you know you shouldn't be guilty over? It may not be your fault. You may have even tried to prevent it or something, but it still hurt someone. God, I really wonder why I came back here. I've caused too many waves. If I went back to Argentina, then maybe it'll all patch itself up again. Trying to help it by being here would cause even more pain.

But I can't believe how happy I am with Zavy. I'm still not quite used to the fact of 'being owned' somewhat. Okay, not owned, but taken extreme care of. I don't cry myself to sleep anymore. Gosh do I miss him. I hope he gets home really soon even though I know he's got to be having a great time with his brother. What a riot.

I went over to Rini's house so I could borrow the books for my Honors World Lit class so I can get rolling on my summer project. Amber Zilinski and her boyfriend Darren were over. Darren is a nice guy. I've talked to him before, but I'm afraid to make eye contact with him. I think he might see something in me that I don't want out. I usually look down at the floor and speak softly when he's around.

I wish I could talk to Yuki. I miss him.

The doctor's office called and told me that I'm perfectly healthy after having all those tests done. ~Shudder~ I have 350 some odd days until another round of testing. Bah.

So I guess I'll walk away now. I've probably said too much anyway.