~Sitting on couch, absent mindedly picking at fingernails and wearing sunglasses, for no apparent reason~ What up?

I don't want to get naked. My dad, for valentine's day, got my Mom and I both massages and she's in my house....right now. I have to get naked for a massage?! I've never gotten naked for anyone! I have a phobia of being naked, regardless of having a towel. Even being in anything less than shorts and a t-shirt scares me. It's like....I dunno.

So André and I talked on the phone today, like an actual conversation. It was pretty cool. I felt....I dunno. Somewhat needed. His accent is adorable on the phone.

Tomorrow is Snowcoming! My dress is at Rini's house now. After work, I'm going over there to beautify myself before the dance. And Mina. And Rini. Yay! Little Miss Argentina Gothic Princess. Minus the gothic. It's not gothic....just all black (makeup too).

~Shivers~ Nudity scares me.

I wanna cut myself...but my dress will reveal my arms. Arg. Mother of god this sucks!

I gotta go....get naked. ~Looks at wrists longingly and cries~ NOT ME!!!!!!