5.24.2004

This...makes me a bad person.

Mina has been hanging out with this guy named Caleb and I'll readily admit it. I've been wretchedly jealous. I loved it when they weren't speaking. At prom they began to dance and talk again... a lot. And Mina even got him a flower. I was so furious. There was only one way to get her back, and that makes me and awful person.

Do I sabotage Caleb?

He has a history. His friends say he's a total player; that he's not an innocent guy. I know from experience that he is indeed a player. He's always trying to get every girl in our theater class to at the very least, sit on his lap. I'm the only one to resist him. I can't take him!

But I can't keep her forver.... In July she has the go back to Japan and a couple weeks later I depart for Argentina.

I called Jake today and I hurt to hang up the phone. I miss him, and I'd really like to start a relationship with him again. I understand him now. I really do, so I really can't see the problem with it, right?

The Swan is the oddest show.... If I went on there, I would make them make me beautiful, then dye my hair firetruck red and show up for the evening dress part wearing a dress make out of all black belts. And a nose ring, not one of those stud things, but a ring. Yeah. I'd turn that competition upside down.

So prom....

Would have been more fun if Jake was there and I knew what I know now about that night.

~Sings softly to self~ Goodnight all.

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