Why am I worried about this?! I should be so ecstatic and excited about her coming back. I get to see her one last time before I leave on my own adventure (allegedly that's another reason she's coming home early). I spoke to her on the phone a few weeks ago. She's sounding more and more like my personality everyday. We were very similar before, but now it's a bit...scary. Of course she's not suffering from an anguished love...right?
Augh. About that...I don't know what I am supposed to do about her. She's loving the ring I gave her. Everytime we see each other we kiss each other. One of these days, I'll put my hand gently upon her face and kiss her. Let her know....
She says that she knows. Caleb told her, but I don't think she cares. She wouldn't want a relationship with me. I'm American and while I'm not the most culturally bland person out of the bag, I'm not exciting.
I live in a house with my parents, a dog, a cat, and a turtle. My real name is Stephanie, my hair is red, puffy and curly, I'm short, my eyes are typical brown, and I have a little bit of pudge. I play the flute at an extremely mediocre level, sit in classes all day, and never do my homework. Ta da! May I introduce anything you'd ever have to know about miss Annie Jones?
I'm not giving myself credit for the exchange thing though. This is a huge deal. I'm sure it's not huge for Mina though, seeing as she is one herself. Two years ago I hadn't imagined being alive, let alone planning a life in a different country.
My scars still remain however, and they won't go away. Any suggestions? I have tried Mederma and while that was great for one spot and it took 8 weeks of treatment three times a day to get rid of, my arms are covered. I'm not trying to sound morbid by any means, but I really need some sort of lotion I can put on my arms to get rid of scars. They're so obvious, and I don't need some Argentine pointing them out.

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