She said: Others are happy (with me, or happy in general), I am happy. But I have a feeling that the only way I can be happy right now is to hurt someone, and it's far against my nature.
He said: You want to hurt these people?
She said: Of course not! I'd rather sit and watch it all happen and put on the happy face than make someone else miserable. I've never felt like I needed to fullfill myself, but now I feel guilty for wanting something good to come my way. I feel wrong.
He said: But the only way for you to be happy is...?
She said: To hurt someone.