Bruce stood before me and my Rebound friend Adam to Germany and spoke of the exchange students he had seen grow up before his eyes.

"I'm 80, and I still see the exchange students that came here years ago. Only a few I am out of contact with. Two had died of cancer, a handful from car accidents. One, I have been told that he died of a heart attack, but I know the truth since they had found a gun next to his hand when they found him dead on the floor."

His blue eyes clouded up as if to show the world that his flashback was now taking effect.

And now that has passed and I wonder what his reaction would be when I kill myself.