I love working with Jennifer and Alex. They're both such great people. Jenny is playful, sweet, and so good natured. we get along so well you'd think we've known each other our whole lives.

Alex (surname is Brown) is so fun to be around. I radiate cheerfulness when he's around. He's a junior and a jock, but a good one. He knows my status, and yet he hangs out with me. He talks with me about stupid stuff and serious stuff. I'm always coming up with non-chalant lines to find out what he's doing on Saturday nights. He's a busy guy. He has lots of friends.

But one of these Saturday's he'll be free and I'll ask him out!

Yesterday, I asked him if he was gonna end up quitting. He said yes, and sooner than I thought. He said about a month or so he'd be out of there. I tried to stay as late as I could, asking if there was any work that needed to be done, just so I could stay and see him there.

I looked around for him this morning when I got there at 10, because he was supposed to have gotten there at 8:30. He wasn't there. I asked Ellen, a fellow hostess where he was...

~Hides face in hands~ He's in the hospital.

No one knows why. His mom just called in and said he was hospitalized. Tell me he's okay...

I hugged him yesterday before I left work. What if that was the last time I hugged him? What if he dies? Augh! Shut up you stupid, evil voice in the back of my mind! All you're doing is being pessimestic, and that'd not very nice to do to someone who's had a rough day.