I had one of the wierdest dreams last night. I had confessed my love to Andres and I think a boy kissed me aand he saw. I went to school on Monday and he wasn´t there, but there was a note from him on my desk. It was a story about boys all over the world killing themselves for the girls they love. It also explained that he had gone to Chicago because he hurt too much to be around me. He said he would have killed himself, but then he wouldn´t know what would happen with me.

Yeah, fucked up.

Elias and I were walking to school today and these two dogs followed us. They started doing it right in front of us. I was so humiliated.

Joli had her first date in years last night. We recently had a conversation that we hate Ariel´s girlfriend because she is first priority in his life. It should be Mamí first, Joli, Tefi, Me, and then Leti, his girlfriend.

But anyway she had a date and now I´m jealous. Before, it felt like I was first priority in her life and now I feel put to the side....she has a boyfriend to worry about now. Ariel comes to the house to sleep and eat (sometimes not even that), otherwise he´s at work or with her. That bitch stole my brother, now my sister is being stolen! So help me god if he hurts her, I´ll be put in jail.

Saturday I went out with Joli, Ariel, Joli´s friends, Pato, and Alexis (Both boys and friends of my brother). While my sister was dancing with some of her friends, I was drinking with the boys. So imagine this: A 16 year old girl with a beer in her hand, and three 21 year olds holding the same and dancing with her. It was sexy. Pato and Ariel both got sick before we reached home. Ariel had a bad hang-over, and for drinking as much as I did, I escaped unscathed...with only a mild headache.