I swear while walking to school I heard a man say "Mommy drank some poison last night so now she´s at home and...I dunno...ironing." I know I´m mistaken, but it was so funny.

After this weekend I´m no longer thinking in spanish. I have no will to try. I don´t want to do anything. I just want to speak english and sometimes I want to go home. It´s kinda like an infection on your heart. It´s gets all festered up and bleeds, but when it closes up it only hurts little. I cry myself to sleep sometimes.

Then factor in that I´m in LOVE!

I don´t like to hurt, but it´s bound to happen. You can´t go through life void of pain, and if you could, would you want to? It´d be boring.

I´m convinced not to let boys ruin my year, but every once in a while.... I almost screamed at Elias last night. He was talking to his girl, and I was VERY jealous.

Te odio.... I hate you so much. I can´t stand you! QUIERO VOS A MORIR! TE ODIO!" I swallowed the words back, but it was hard.I´ll never have normal feelings.

But love is normal, right?

Class today was aimless too. These leisurely days are nice. Hay un chico...Joli dice yo penso el es lindo...JA! Sí, ella es correcto...otra vez! Puta de mierda....

Chau.