I've slipped. The slope was slick and I saw that, but I kept trudging on. It doesn't matter how good of a grip you think you can get after you've fallen. The point is that you've fallen, and that's enough.

Stupid girls make stupid mistakes. What pisses me off is that I know I'm not stupid. Careless is a better word, although caring is something I very much do.

I'm glad I'm getting together with Lorraine tomorrow. I feel bad because my post-op appointment is tomorrow and I had completely forgotten. Basically, all I'll be able to do is say a quick 'Hello' then run off to my engagement. I won't even get to see Hali, which annoys me too of course. I was really looking forward to hanging out with them, but I spaced. Way to be.

For now, I take Buddy in my arms, have my nightly 'chat', then try to get some sleep. I hope I'll allow myself to rest.