I got online and was so excited when I saw that Jake was on too. Delighted, I messaged him and we proceeded to talk about the usual...anything we could imagine. He got pulled over a few days ago for going 73 in a 55 mph zone.

He's been acting really stand-offish though. He doesn't call. The last tie we talked was pre-Christmas. We went fro talking every night, to every other night, to practically never. I miss my boyfriend and sometimes I really wonder if he's faithful to me when he's so far away.

He didn't even say 'I love you', something he called simply to say just a month ago.

We're approaching our 2 month mark...what if he doesn't want to continue this thing? Dammit, I'm getting so worried.

Thanks for letting me vent....