4.25.2004

Dear Heather,
I have this problem that whenever a guy starts liking me, I stop liking him. I always seem to find something wrong with him that deems him un-dateable. Once I realize that I "have" him, I lose all interest. At this point, I'm starting to get very frustrated with myself. What is wrong with me?

Hmm. That's familiar. I dunno if I really want to deal with the whole "dating issue". I'm tired of the dating thing.

It's soothing to read these advice columns because it lets me know that people out there have problems too. I always end up reading the 'I wanna commit suicide' ones. I missed a goal in soccer and my teammates were angry. That was two weeks ago. I swear I'm gonna kill myself. ~Stares at the writer~

Dear Heather,
This may sound a little, well strange, but I can't commit. It seems to happen a lot. I love being with guys, casual dating, a kiss here and there, but if it's more than that, it literally makes me sick. Somehow, the thought of being someone's baby just makes me want to puke. Is that normal?

Yes! Amen sista! There has been one since Alex that I could actually enjoy being with and not get sick over, and that was Jake.

Dear Heather,

I never really thought about my sexuality until I started having really strong feelings for my best friend. She has already confided in me that she is a lesbian. Should I tell her my feelings for her, even though I am leaving for college in seven months? This is really stressing me out. Please help.


Believe it or not there is one kind of relationship I want right now...and this is crazy because I don't like it. Please don't judge me, but I want a relationship with a female. Not any female, but only one in peticular. I'm really NOT a lesbian!

I talked to Jessie about it and she said I shouldn't tell her. I dunno why I'm censoring this, I mean...I know she doesn't read this. But does her sister? And I know her friends do, because many of them are my friends. Zavy knows...I think. Right? I don't think Greg knows. Val should be able to figure it out if she doesn't know yet. She's a smart girl.

~Wraps up in blanket~ I'm going to bed.

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