4.24.2004

~Taps fingers together and watches the intensely~ I'm so confused. I saw Laney tonight, and Chris. I was so happy about it! I saw them in their play. I went with Corey, but when I left to take him home, he seemed like he was in a shitty mood. He's just frustrating.

I don't want to be in a relationship. I'm hating it! What the hell am I supposed to do?! I don't wanna hurt him!

~Kicks the wall~ Sometimes I just wanna die, ya know?

Well you had a second chance but you threw it all away,
a fourth, and fifth, and sixth but that was yesterday,
Now you're sitting at a bar your just drowning in your tears,
You're lonely in the corner while everybody cheers, and we said:
And we've been here for so many years,
So many years still it seems,
So complicated.

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