There must be something wrong with me. I'm regretting my realtionship with Corey, and I know I shouldn't. He's nice and he treats me like a total princess. I think everything just happened so fast and I'm getting over an old relationship and I miss him, even though I know he was abusive. Not to mention the distance that was between us.

I'm getting progressively more and more confused. It's possible that I'm look ahead to exchange and saying: "I don't have the will-power to make this relationship work. It's a bicontinental relationship. It's only 4 months away guys.

Not only to mention my life got majorly rocked when I had fallen for someone I never could have even fathomed. It's crazy. I was sitting in band and I looked in front of me and saw her today in all her beauty. Well, I didn't really fall for her, right? I just saw her and she was beautiful.

It's Mina. She's just so special to me.