I possibly had the most wonderful night of my life last night. I spend the night at Rini's with Amber, Meri and believe it or not, Alex. Everyone was like: "Hey! Let's pull an all nighter!" I didn't want to though. I had to work at 8 this morning.

I fell asleep with Alex's arms around me and my head in his lap. I felt amazing. I woke up crying a few times...but I've been doing that a lot lately. I explained to Rini that it hurts when you're ignored, and she understood. It was good to get it out.

I mean, just thinking about this morning waking up in his arms sends a warm sensation through my body. From my heart spreading to my back, then all over my body, finally ending at my fingertips. I've had a trace of a smile on my face all day. I felt loved... and safe.

Isn't it amazing what the little things do for you? It was such a simple act that did so much for me.

Thanks baby.