I'm upset. I'm on ebay right now and it's close to Christmas. Even though I'm Jewish, I celebrate Christmas with my family as well, seeing that both my parents are Christian.

He loves a certain anime called 'Cowboy Bebop'. I've never seen it, but he likes it so much he's obtained the nickname 'Spike' from it. They suposedly canceled it so now he can't watch it. Right on my computer screen is the full series of Cowboy Bebop. He hasn't even seen some of these episodes. I want this so badly. I have money. I have a good sum of money. This only costs 10 bucks. Big deal.

Indeed it is. He only takes credit card payments. I am a 15 year old trying to get something that her best friend and obsession wants. I don't have a credit card. I could talk to my mom. I'll pay for it, I'll even give her 6% interest if she wants! I want to give this to him.

I can't believe I'm almost throwing a hissy-fit because of this. I'm such a bitch. I want this so bad. For him. The bible says if you pray for something, you'll get it. I'm going to pray for the next week.