Just when everything was going my way, stuff crashes. My gift for him is a fake. It doesn't even work.

Princess Merideth is spreading shit about me. He won't even talk to me. I don't understand it. We've said we're sorry about the whole toilet water thing (long story). We even became friends for a while, but out of the blue she's saying shit about me. I can't explain how hard it is. I want to cut my wrists. I want to do it so bad. I lost my best friends to little miss Merideth. Why not lose my life to her? My friends are my life anyway and now...I have none. Zero. There's nothing to lose anyway.