There is really only one thing that bothers me being in a relationship.

I love everything about Corey. There is nothing that I can find wrong with him. He is a wonderful man and provider, and I am proud to be at his side.

But I want to go away again. I want to go to school in Argentina again. Or maybe spend a semester in Spain. Or hell... maybe even spend a year attending university in New Zealand or Denmark. This world is huge, and there's so much I haven't gotten to explore yet.

I can't believe I'm saying this... but my only regret is trying to settle too fast. I succeeded in doing that, and it's not like I can just uproot my life and move it halfway across the globe like I did when I was 16. A life at 16 is not nearly as multi-faceted as it is when you're in your 20s. I have school, work (not quite at the moment...), a cat, a house, student loans, my boyfriend....

So it's really not his fault at all. I did this to myself. I'm 16 days shy of 21, and I am settled.

On the upside, today is our one year anniversary. And I've never been happier in my life.