Hell froze over last night. I found out that we still love each other, him and I. We want to try again....

Two problems are standing in the way. Jake is one, and he's feeling very threatened by him right now. Then, there's Ashly, who cheated on him, yet she still has feelings for him, and he feels he owes it to her.

Ashly and I talked about it, and we promised not to fight about him, no matter which way it goes. I'm afraid that whichever way it goes, one of us will be bitter to the other.

However, I dropped him off at his house yesterday after my party and I got quite a bit of a nice surprise. I leaned over, not being able to help myself, and kissed him on the lips, three times. I sat back in my seat, listening to my engine idle, then he leaned over and kissed me...with passion instead of lust. I almost forgot what passion felt like from him.

I want to be with him. After a year and a half, I can't believe it. We might finally be together again. We might finally become 'we' again instead of two individuals, foolishly in love.