I had a dream last night. Jake was at some kind of part that I went to too. He didn’t know I was there. I walked into a room and I saw him holding hands with another girl. I yelled at him, but I was incredibly hurt. I ran the other way.

I rode my bike down to my elementary school, and I was so weak from crying that I had to crawl everywhere. A thunderstorm started and lightning was striking everywhere around me. I couldn’t get away. I crawled to my kindergarten room, and fell asleep.

I saw a guy that’s in my theater class and we skipped class all day and we made out with each other to avenge Jake. I still couldn’t forget him though.

I woke up almost crying. I want to be with Jake forever.