Hi, God.

So.... why is this so tough for me? I wish I had strength to get through the day without thinking there is something wrong with me. I would fix it if I had your help. I just wish I knew what needs fixing.

Help me in my days to become that better person. I want to be someone suitable for this man that I love so dearly. Please calm this storm that is raging in my heart right now. I love him. And this hypocrit can't help but be scared of the unknown, even though the entry she wrote a short while ago suggested to just relax.

You'll never really know the sincerity behind this when I say....

Help me.