I’m going to the mall tonight, and who am I going with? Him. I can’t believe it.

I’m getting really nervous. My stomach is getting queasy, and every time I think about it I get this hot and excited flash and my pulse goes up. I’m terrified that I’ll screw up and he won’t want to talk to me ever again. If that happened, I’d die.

Of course, he could love it so much that he’d want it all the time. It’s more likely that I’d screw up. This would be better I guess, because if that happens, I’d be almost like a sex goddess. That’d be the day.

Kendall says not to be scared, to let it go. Oh, yeah, that’s nice to know since she’s only done it to one guy.

You have no idea what I’m talking about do you? I didn’t think so. We’re going to the mall so we can maybe make out…but defiantly do a little more. Get it? It’s okay if you don’t. I just don’t want to give it away. At least I’m not as nervous as I was in 6th hour.

I should go. I need to get dressed for this. Later.