My fifth love confession! Oh the drama! Oh the passion! Oh the raging hormones in the 9th grade students because spring scent is in the air!

I've mention Justin before. He's in my resource and was at one time, my enemy. He was always such a bastard. So stuck up, such a god damn redneck! I honestly thought he was gay. Over the year, after a few fights, I was able to talk to him without smacking his arm. We started talking more, and he was the first person I told about Colt. He found it funny for some reason, the asshole. He poked Colt in the back and told him! I nearly killed the son of a bitch!

But I thought the only way to win this war against him, was to smother him with kindness. I smiled at him, winced when he made fun of me, occasionally hugged him, but didn't let my guard down. I even flirted. Well, half of the time I didn't even try, it comes by nature I suppose. We were sitting next to each other in resource today, he put his arm around me. He'd been acting nice around me lately. I found it wierd.

"You like me don't you?" I asked, smiling at him.

"Yeah." He said immediately, boldly, and laughed slightly to himself. He didn't look at me.

"I knew it!!!" I said to him. I laughed. "How did I know!"

He asked for my yearbook, I fished it out of my backpack and handed it to him, along with a pen. He added on to his old note. 'Call me.' It said. 'And if your online and see me, IM me.' He gave me his screenname.

This is wierd! I asked my Mom, and she said it's most likely because this is a huge time for us. We're leaving 9th grade, going to the high school, etc. All of us are feeling overly brave I suppose. I'm really not sure. I personally think it's the spring air.

I stuck duct tape in his hair today. Listen sweetheart, I'm reaaaaaally sorry. I can't even begin to express it. I was being a total bitch. If I could take it back, I really would. I was actually attempting to flirt. I know! I'm really bad at it aren't I?! PLEASE ACCEPT MY APOLOGY!