11.18.2003

No school for little Annie. Such a shame. Ha. Not to say that school wasn't in session. I'm ill. Hacking coughs, etc.... Whatever. I really don't feel well though.

It's kinda a relief though to be able to stay home and to just relax. I wrote a new chapter today in my fan-fic, which I haven't done in months. My readers will be pleased.

Ya know, I haven't looked longingly to my wrists since I met Jake, and it's been almost two weeks. That's unheard of for me. The thought of death anymore is fucking insane since I have him.

Last night we talked on the phone for about an hour. We hung up at about 12:10. I got a phone call about five minutes later from him.

"I love you." He immediately said to me.

"I love you too,"I said. "Is that why you called?"

"Well, is that a good enough excuse? That I love you?" He asked. I could tell he was smiling.

"Yeah, it's good enough for me." I smiled.

I can't believe I'm saying this...but I'm glad that I'm alive.

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