Have a happy little story for you. He brings a soda everyday to lunch and to spite me, crushes it because I say '10 cents' everytime he does it. So today his hair is green (So awesome. He looked cooler than I've ever seen.)and he seems kind of hyper. Pretty cool. So he smacks his hand down and the can goes flying in between Shelby (A girl who sits next to me at lunch. I guess she's a friend.) and my head. The principal saw this and escorted him over and he ended up in the office. I realized he left his lunch box there, so I wrote him a note that said 'Thought you might need this... -Steph'. I dropped I off in the main office where he was sitting. The main office though, that means he's in deep shit. I wonder what happened. I don't really want to call him or anything.

I noticed last night that my scars on my arm that say his name are faded. Really faded. Faded to the point where I couldn't ever tell that there was anything that had happened there. I guess it made me kind of disappointed...because I did it again. I don't know why. It wasn't for pain, it wasn't because I wasn't upset, but just because I wanted to. That's all.

Kendall is gone. I found out today that she was gone because she said if she wasn't at school today, she was gone for good. She wasnt there. But she said she was sure she was going to stay until semester! Semester is January 26th! That's so depressing. I lost my best friend and I never got to say goodbye.