I didn't have to wait until Monday to find out if I'm going to Pine Rest (the nut house I'd be going to). I talked to the representitive, and she said that I'm Pine Rest material. She's the only adult who has seen his name on my arm, and the scars on my wrists.

It's official. I'm a crazy fuck.

Today Steven came to visit me today. In fact, he came to see me at school. I was in study hall at the end of the day. He pulled me out into his car, and we just talked. Well, we talked until we started making out in the parking lot. I was lucky I realized I needed to catch my bus. I blended in perfectly with the other kids as they came out of the school as the final bell rang, signaling the end of the day. Very smooth of me.

Oh come on you guys, I get to dream and lie about one thing in my life right?

Great, my Eminem CD is skipping. Not cool at all. God dammit....

To regain composure, I need some kind of sex act. Giving or recieving, I don't care. Anything. Anything to do with sex.