My favorite game to play is the Mind Game. I'm a conniving person by nature. It's kind of nice if you think about it. I would be great in politics.

I keep thinking about Princess Meri and what she did to me. I'm going to be sick. Why did she do that to me? She was one of my best friends and then, overnight, she becomes my enemy.

Yesterday, while going from lunch to Biology, I saw Princess Meri grab his arm and didn't let go. Jealousy always gets the best of me. I dug my nails so deep into my palms, they starting bleeding. I didn't even feel it, I was so blinded by my anger I could see nothing but her leeching onto him and sucking the life out of me. When I sat down in Biology, I began shaking so hard from anger, that the table I had my elbows on was shaking. I began to scream. My eyes filled with tears and I actually started looking for her so that I could kill her. I swear to god, if I would have found her, she would have been dead. Good thing Kendall found me before I found Princess Meri. (In Kendall's words, not mine.)

I'm going to snap. A lump is forming in my throat, my eyes are brimming in tears, I feel like I'm dropping from the tallest building and never hitting the ground, my heart is pounding. I'm about to have a nervous breakdown. Here I go. If you'll excuse me....