I wrote a note to all of who used to be my friends last night because I couldn't sleep. Ariana's response:

Dear Stephanie,

I didn't really mean for you and I not to be friends. I am at a loss for words. I didn't mean to replace you. I guess you just changed, or maybe I did. I didn't like hanging out because you never smiled anymore.

I also felt like I was being replaced ever since you went out with him. Then it got worse with Bryan because he just got you so depressed. You always talked about them and I felt left out because I didn’t have a boyfriend.

Now Meri has Kenny and she’s always talking about him and I just feel lonely ya know?

I guess what I’m trying to say is, I’m sorry! I still do want to be friends, but I want to be friends like we were in elementary school, where we didn’t care about boys (except for him! ^_^*) I do still want to be friends. I really am sorry.

BTW: Your life isn’t pathetic. You are a really good friend, and I do still want to be your friend. I’m so sorry. :’(

Ariana

We bought a new house out in Interlochen, which is a village about 30 minutes drive from here.

I wish I could have slept last night. Last night was the first night since Valentine’s Day that I haven’t slept with the dog he got me.

Kendall spent the night on Saturday. We slept in the same bed, and when I woke up around 4, she was right next to me. Coincidence? I don’t know, but I didn’t like it. Thank God.