2.24.2003

I saw Andrew in my dream last night after all. It's wierd, because he looks like an older 2 year old boy. He looks tall for his age. In my dream, Kendall came to visit him and decided to take him to the mall. She's like a sister to me, so Andy calls her Aunt Kenderella. (Please don't ask) I decide to tag along too. When we went to go get lunch, Andrew went with Kendall to go to Taco Bell. I went somewhere else, and when Kendall came back, I asked her where Andrew was. Then I saw him. He was being pulled away by someone I didn't recognise. I went balistic.

I don't know how I did it, but I got him back (and somehow managed to kill the kidnapper. Heh...). We decided to leave, and he fell asleep in the car. (Aww...^_^)

I'm too far into this mothering thing aren't I?

Lunch today was great. No Princess Meri! She dyed her hair blonde (not a flattering color on her or so she says), and Darryl decided to make fun of her. She started chasing him around the table. The principal came over and sent them for a kind of time out for lunch on the stage (in the cafeteria, we have a stage). I looked over at Princess and her face was blotchy. Princess Meri, fearing nothing, the one who tried to hurt me and succeded, was crying. I was overjoyed. It's so cruel, I know, but so is the world. Life sucks and then you die. Get over it.

I was playful all day today. Just a smiling, happy kind of day I guess. Amazing, considering I normally am unhappy and I still have a huge migrane from not sleeping because of him and all of our midnight chats recently. Then of course I couldn't sleep last night because my mind was just racing. I was thinking about everything and anything.

Should I ask him if he wants to go to the mall on Sunday?

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