I'm changing the ring that I'm getting. It's now a Pacifica, with exactly the same options, only it's a little bigger. Oooh, how exciting (Yawn...)

It feels like him and princess Meri have become one person. I've become parinoid. It feels like he's telling her everything he knows about me, so she can ruin my life. And why? He wouldn't do that to me....would he?

Do I complain too much? I really don't intend to. Honestly, I'm surprised that people read this shit really. I was told that 'it's interesting, it's short, and it's something that keeps you hooked'. Hooked? Damn.

I have a band festival on Saturday. I have to get up early and play the hollow silver cylinder I call a flute. I don't mind. I really love my flute. It's like a passion. I can really show my feelings when I play for people. The funny thing is, I'm bad at so many things, it's almost like I should be bad at the flute. Truthfully, I'm very good. I don't want to sound bitchy or anything, so please don't take that the wrong way.

The blizzard stopped long enough for us to have school. It started up again when we were going home and it still continues to dump inch after inch on my car. I want to tell the sky to stop, that it's making my car all messy so I can't drive it. Why bother? Regular people don't listen to me, why should the sky?

Almost forgot. At lunch today, I got so upset I tried to cut my wrists with my ID card. Could I be any more desprite???